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I don't always say the right things and frankly I am at a loss for words these days with what you do to me. I can promise you that I will do my best to make you smile even for a moment. I over think everything and it surprises me still when people stay in my life for longer than a month. I don't trust just anyone and yet for me I feel like I should trust you and you are giving me no reason not to but at the same time its just I don't know. I am leaving for the Army in ten months and I want to see where this will go even if it crashes and burns at least we gave it a chance right? Am I the one to bet on no, but if you do have faith in me then put your money on me and I will surprise you with what it is I can truly do.